I'm just so happy...tired, but happy!

I am so happy to have Blair here.  She may have not been planned per say...but she was definitely meant for us.  We all just goo and ga over her all day.  The kids all adore her.  Derek calls her "kitty" and pets her on the head now.  I'm tired still and trying to rest.  While I was mentally preparing myself for the hard part of post partum of sleepless nights, I completely forgot about the incredibly awesome part of having a new little baby to adore and pamper.  I may be a zombie right now, but I'm happy.